My world has gone through a double change in less than a week. I became a 17 year-old, and the world welcomed itself to the year 2006. I took it as signs that something special will happen. See, I've had this crush on this guy at my school for imma say 2 months now. He's really great. He's smart and cute and funny and just the kinda guy that i like. Does he know? you ask. No, he doesn't. But that's going to change. I plan on telling him soon. Soon could be tomorrow or next week or next month. But i know i will tell him before it's too late. So I will be embarking on a journey I've never embarked on before. I've never confronted a boy about my feelings for him before. It becomes scary sometimes, but I have nothing to lose, right? If he doesn't like me, then it's his loss. But I want him to like me. Im very likeable once you get to know me. But rejection is terrible for me. Its like shutting down something ive been working on for only so long, and now I have to get over it, just like that. I want something more. I want to experience the unknown pleasures of being close to a boyfriend in the smallest moment. To admire him up close and not feel like a fool doing it. So Crush, whether you know it or not, I like you, and I will finish my quest and let you know soon...........
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